Ok people, here it is..... I don't know how the weight loss thing works or where it go when you shed it, but I lost a whole dress size and I feel great. At first my back was killing me and I felt sluggish in the morning, but I keep a granola bar (okay my granola bar is a bag of peanut m & m's- but if you crush them and put them back together with water, it's a what?) in my night stand to perk me up after my shower/bath. So I realized that my body thought the water and granola bar was breakfast and I didn't get hungry for hours, so I was able to eat a light snack before lunch and I wasn't craving anything. I actually walked in my neighborhood. Funny thing, I hate walking but I always thought I could run... In my heart I want to run. Sometimes I walk and their is something in me that say, go ahead and try it, my mind think I am 125lbs, my clothes selection think I am 125lbs, but when I put one foot in front of another to act like I am going to run, the girls known as 44dd slap me in the face, right back to reality. So here it is my mind is running....
Oh back to my acting coach...Dee Thompson (http://www.dee-thompson.com/) oh and by the way he wrote a book called "How I Went To The Oscars Without A Ticket" very triumphant. So as I was talking with him, he said something to me that made me feel glamorous, "bring your ass to Hollywood and let me introduce you to my network!" How freaking cool is that? He doesn't know about my attempt to lose weight and that is the confirmation I need to keep going. When I decide to go to hollywood I am going with a new lease on life. My daughter is turning 18 in a couple of days and only one more to go. I have no doubt that this is going to be the journey of a lifetime, but how many lifetimes do you get? Well in these trying times, I am going to keep trying!!! Until next time!
Kora
